Not very spontaneous of me.

I still haven’t applied for this spontaneity champion.. People keep asking me if I’ve applied as well, and I’m just like, “No, not yet.” I will apply, eventually. The thing is, it is a once in a lifetime chance, something I’d absolutely love to do so I don’t know why I haven’t applied already. I need to move and make my YouTube video and just go for it and be spontaneous! I will apply and I will wish so hard that I’ll get through because would honestly be a dream come true for me. Travelling is my passion and having the opportunity that they are giving you, it’s incredible. I couldn’t even imagine the possibilities that would await me, just talking about it is so exciting. I will do it, I will apply.. And soon! I have 18 days left after all but I can’t leave it to the last minute.

I am excited to apply but I think I still don’t know what to say, people say I am spontaneous but I don’t understand how? I’ll maybe need to ask them before I apply, give myself some spontaneous adventures.